LiFeS a BeAcH bAbAeee

jo_sexy @ 2004-08-02T15:30:00

2004-08-03T01:30:49Z

alright i made a new lj so check it out and comment to be added

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-31T16:18:00

2004-08-01T02:24:01Z

when i saw u there

a tear fell for u

that was my present

u used to receive smiles and kisses

but a tear , a frown , a hudge dissapointment

is all i feel , and all i can give to u

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-29T17:17:00

2004-07-30T03:17:54Z

BUMMED . I NOW TEND TO LOSE EVERYTHING I WANT

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-25T14:05:00

2004-07-26T00:18:12Z

Finally Realizing

im finally opening my eyes

im trying not to be afraid

even though i know this might be hard but ive made up my mind

i need to do this for me

i cant live double lives , i cant keep one foot in the back and one in front

its tearing me apart ,

even though my l.a life was great , i need to leave it and all that comes with it

i cant stand all those tears anymore

i just want to be free from all those lies and depressing times

i think this is for the best

i want to start over and this is my first step

i will always be there for u when u need me

i just cant handle all that presure anymore...

i want to make a new me exsist

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-24T16:20:00

2004-07-25T02:23:23Z

I MISS U ... CHCHCHCHECK IT OUT

fading_hippi his names philly

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-16T17:43:00

2004-07-17T03:43:22Z

im really sad.... i just fund out that my grandpa died and it sucks cuse i miss him sooo much and iwish i had spent more time wiht him..

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-09T21:47:00

2004-07-10T07:48:15Z

heyyyyyyyy i miss ya guys sooooo much ell it is really REALLY hot and i have this big ass sun burn on my shoulders well i just moved in to a nice ass house and i got a room for all of ya soo im waiting..... hehe yeah well i gotta go but i miss ya all call me 1808 8740861 im getting a cell so ill give ya that lata tooooo much love comming at ya

jo_sexy @ 2004-07-03T11:59:00

2004-07-03T19:09:23Z

HEYYYY omg today is gonna be soooooo sad .. im gonna have to say goodbye too everyone and everything ive gone through ...everything ive cried over...and everything that ive built .. but one thing i will never ever forget is how were one person together the way our friendship flows ...hahaha im gonna MISS OUR GAYASS moments and crys our fights everything cause i think those are my fav memories .....EVER!!!!!!!! im gonna miss u comment if ya wanna chill today GOODBYE CALIFORNIA!!!!!!

HOW WELL DO U KNOW ME?!?!?

2004-06-19T20:37:43Z

HAVE WE KISSED?
HOW WELL DO U KNOW ME?
WOULD U WANNA MAKEOUT?
WHO DO I FANTASIZE ABOUT?
DESCRIBE ME WITH 5 ADJECTIVES?
WHY DO U LIKE ME ?
HOW DID WE MEET?
DO U LOVE ME ?
WILL YOU MISS ME?
WHY AM I SO IMPORTANT TO YOU?
HAVE WE STAYED UP ALNITE TALKING ?
DO U WISH u COULD TELL ME SOMETHING BUT U WERE SCARED TO?WHAT?
HAVE WE GOTTNE HIGH TOGETHER BEFORE?
HAVE WE GOTTEN DRUNK BEFORE?
HAVE I CUT YOUR HAIR OR PUSHED U INTO A BUSH?
HAVE I OBBSESSED OVER U AND U NEVA NOTICED?
DO U KNOW WHAT KILLS ME AT NITE AND WHAT RISES ME IN THE MORNING?
WHAT DO U LOVE MOST ABOUT ME?

jo_sexy @ 2004-06-18T16:59:00

2004-06-19T00:00:46Z

hey gaylords ummm omg my room is like plain i cant belive i only got like 3 more weeks until i leave well if ya wanna leave ummm try to contact me in some way well too much love -julianna

jo_sexy @ 2004-06-15T17:33:00

2004-06-16T00:37:01Z

IM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED DUDE MAN SHIT IM MOVING TO HAWAII WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OMG IM DIEING INSIDE SHIT DUDE IM SORRY BUT IM JUST REALLY EXCITED i have to really stop looking at things from the negative part of view of everything!!!!!!!!!!but at the other end i dont wanna leve u but youll visit right ?? OFCOURSE U WILL HAHA GTG TTYL
XO

hey what up

2004-06-13T19:07:31Z

so yesturday was tight paula lana and i went to 3rd street and we met up with alex maison and alex(girl) , we went to go see stepford wives haha it was pretty weird but really funny.after that i went home and i was locked out!?!?! so i walked to paulas and there we chilled got high and spent our whole night talking to kenny , that was really funny but i think we fell asleep on him a few times ;) haha and oh yeah i got some comment on my friends lj saying that i wasnt a true friend and shit , hahaha im sorry but your pethetic first cause ur not giving ur name , second cause it's none of ur bussiness whatz goes on in our friendship and third cause u care about me even though u hate me hahaha that is what u call a freak well gtg going to mitsuwa
love julianna

jo_sexy @ 2004-06-13T00:12:00

2004-06-12T07:35:39Z

PUT YOUR RIGHT HAND IN OUT YOUR RIGHT HAND OUT OUT YOUR RIGHT HAND IN AND YA SHAKE IT ALL ABOUT YOU DO THE HOKIE POKIE AND YOU TURN YOURSELF AROUND AND THATS WHATS ITS ALL ABOUT!!!

lets just say today was a good day....

hey what up?!?!?!

2004-06-05T23:13:30Z

88 POINTS MATHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went bowling....I WON yay!! yeah we went to the wrong lane i sucked butm paula and karina sucked more haha did ya learn from the pro ova here haha well umm i guess theres npothing else to say now so umm ttyl luv ya omg call me if ya wanna hang out safety 39115710

what up hobos

2004-05-26T00:37:29Z

hey OMG I HATE HER I HATE HER I HAE HER I AM GONNA SHOOT SOMEBODY!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHH

hey hey hey what up hotties!(corona,lana,paula,drink drink

2004-05-22T17:13:28Z

omg so yeah yesturday it was all about the hotiies at 3rd street!!!!! wow to hot to hot ok lana ur a lil hooch!! haha dude everyone was checkin u out sista. u were smokin !!and wow paula u were a lil hottie also i mean omg he is rally hot and he was sooooo checking u out . and corona i love u to haha i know yesturday wasnt fun but today will be betta i promise !:) were gonna tlak to everyoine!!!well im gonna go to th festival ight now ! dude if u can go cuase it's onna be awesome well not really but it will get awesome when i arrive ;) well safety

1 onethousand 2onethousand 3onethousand

2004-05-18T00:11:33Z

i now know why were r meant to live ahhhhh well i had eye contact wiht the guy i like and it was so cute his little eyes i mean i wish i had the nerve to actually talk to him but i dont ahhhh hes hot hot so cute so perfect i mean i love his hair the way he smiles just the way he is makes me feel like sad cause im not goping to be able to see him anymore booooooohooooooooo i hate this i hate him i hate this feeling GOD WHAT THE FUCK IT'S NOT FAIR I MEAN UGHHHHHHHHHH I WANT HIM BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I WANT TO HAVE HIM !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT I HATE LIFE IT'S COMPLICATED AND MESSED UP who cares about that i had eye contact and he was looking at me the whole time walking home thatz good enough wooooohoooooo omg i am gonna have some tight ass dreams awwwww i love life ;)

yo what up hobos

2004-05-17T02:24:19Z

ok wow how hot is brad pitt in troy i was like sweating throuhg the whole movie and dude i had to go pee but i couldnt cause i needed to see brad pitt but when i saw his bod i didnt have to go anymore cause brad pitt was my main focus haha wow he is just sooooooo hot ok im really srry but orlando bloom was such an ass in that movie i felt like killing him!i mean what the hell dude he killed brad pitt and he was a coward when fight that weirdo well gtg safety!?!?!?!?!COMMENT

lots been goin on

2004-05-15T06:28:40Z

umm well i met this girl named julianna and we got a long fine it was tight cause i knew her when we were babies.so yeah ummm karina is having some problems so i have to help her on that,and lana chasing after possums(rodents) haha *it was soooooo cute*but evil! haha he would open his mouth and try to bit us but he nevs did.Ummm then theres my mom and she already wnats to get my things out of my closet .I mean in 24 days im gonna leave palms!booohooo and im gonna leave the one person i love!!!! and then there r my friends but i mean im starting to think it's a good thing im leaving i wanna start over and be a new person.well i hope one day well see eachother again.well gtg safety

lifes a beach babaeeeeeeeeeee

2004-05-03T16:41:43Z

hey babeis
umm today i went to the beach and it was tight i went qwiht my mom sis other sis and her friend
hah it was soooooo hot but i got the nicest tan (i am now afficially a tomato) omg and my foot is black so im half half now (i septed in so much tar it was sick haha yeah and i would use shells to take em up and this lil girl kept on collected the sheels i got dirty haha yeah ummm after that i came home to do my report (that was boring) and then i got in a fight *i am being influenced by paula* haha gtg safety

btchy friends

2004-05-01T21:08:10Z

i hate btchy friends i got a lt of em
there there when u need um
but when u want em there gone
but i dont understand i mena u do everything for themm
and at the end it's neva worth it
i wonder who im speaking of??
w/e
the roses r dead
and hopefully one day or friendshi will die also

srry peeps but i gotta put another poem in there

2004-04-29T23:05:37Z

i always got the things i wanted i had
great friends
beautiful crushes
nice cloths
but now everything is comming to an end
im living my friends behind
im breaking all the walls in my heart and running away from love
and my nice cloths have turned into torn up dreams
my future was here
my party was here
my life was here
but i am now gonna start new dreams
start a new future
and trow away everything i have accomplished
im neva gonna get the chance to pass my dmv test and run to (lana,paula,and karina ) and hug them to death
im not gonna get to go to parties and get drunk with of those **ana**
i dont know what to exept
all i know is that i will not
and can not survive without u

I LOVE UUUUUU A;LLLLLLLL COMMENT

jo_sexy @ 2004-04-28T21:00:00

2004-04-29T04:04:15Z

as i sit my breath gets warmer and my skin gets pale
and soon my whole body looks like a loaf of bread
my heart is boiling my mind is spinning
and nothing gets to look the same
just knowing i will neva get to see theese things in a long time make tears drop down from my heart
im leaving a part with everyone here
i am bringing some with me
and giving halfs to those who i love
i dont want to leave but i have to if u wnat me to be happy
im sorry if i madfe u cry
im sorry if i made u laugh
im sorry if ur dreams r running away from me

(im sry lana , paula , karina , and all of u who i love also)

chetta legs!!

2004-04-28T23:32:04Z

ok so i went to skool and all that crap and in 3 period i remembered that i forgot my keys at home .but then i was like who cares my sis is gonna be there and ALL! well then karina decides to walk home and i go with her and alll . all of a sudden dante comes walking behind us (i used to like him)i was freeeeeeeeeeeking out !!!!!!!! the hole way home !!!!!!!!!!!!! i died by the way *** ok well then when were walking down my block karina gets mad cause i scream KARINA LOVES *** and then she walked in front of me !!!!!! guess what happend ed after (my sis wasnt there ) (the door wasnt open) but the evil death window was there )))))))))))))))) so i didnt want to go to karinas so i went to hell and i climbed the window omg my legs r dead that fucking window dropped on my ankels !!!!!!!!!!! eeeeekkkkkkkssssssss and then i got down and when i looked and my legs they look like i was half human half cheeta CAUSE I HAD CHHHHEEEETTTTTAAAAA LEGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was red white red white !!!!!!!!!!! and i am now talking to some guy so ummm ttyl peaccecceccecccecceccceccceccceccecccecepeace

SAFETY!!!!!!!!!!!!

to my best frined lana

2004-04-27T23:20:50Z

each day goes by and my heart grows
just knowing im gonna see u in a few more hours
when ur smile comes accross me
it's a relef in some ways
we have such tight conversations through our eyes
and such confidense in eachother that it scares me sumtimes
just knowing that i have someone as special as u in my life
shows mw how lucky i really am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANA
I LOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEEEE UUUUUUUUUU
I HOPE ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE
*AND I ACTULLY DID WRITE THIS*
ILL C YA TONITE SAFETY

SRRY MY PIC KIDA BLEW OUT THE CANDLES HAHAHAHAHAHAH